This song I leave for you, from me

I’m a little bit bored.

Charlotte is out for the evening and staying at Bobby’s as they went out for Andy B’s birthday which it would have been nice to go to but being that I need to be at work for 8am tomorrow until fecking 5/6, I’m so wouldn’t be able to be out all night. After doing my shift tomorrow, I’m going round to Bobby’s for his flat warming which will again go on late so will have to leave to come back home to go to work for fecking 8am again, gggggrrrr.

It’s all so long, I think I might have to buy myself something in American Apparel again to cheer myself up haha. I’m never really awful with money, so I think that one thing will be ok hehe.

I think I want this, if only to show support

Legalize Gay, VOTE NO ON PROP 8

From my friend’s house, but I really can’t be bothered! ERGH! So annoying! I really wanna get some of our DVD’s out of the garage that we are storing some of our belongings in until we can move into our own place but I can’t be arsed! ERGH! Such a lazy git hahahaha

And wanna try and keep myself posi. Listening to my iTunes Library and getting some tunes that I quite like and keep me posi, even if they aren’t very posi songs. Parkway Drive, Killswitch Engage, Aborted, Misery Signals and a few others.

It’s kinda a delicate balance at the mo I think as it could go either way but here’s to hoping I can keep myself up and happy.

It’s really crap that not only am I out of a job but so many others are and no one is able to really get ahead at the mo, but this is a very important time to actually just get things started and done for yourself and when you have issues with that kind of thing, just makes the whole situation harder :0( But fuck it, you can’t sit on your back side your whole life. Time for action? It could very well be.